This is my personal blog and here goes my personal post!
I just feel sad that it feels like I’m giving up my fandom when I know I’m just gonna spazz less and be less active. That doesn’t really make me a bad ELF, right? I’m not really sure either. It really does feel like it, though :/
I know I should prioritize my studies more especially since I’m starting college soon (when I say soon, I MEAN SOON… May 24). But I can’t help it you know? I spend almost 3 years of my life balancing my time between SuJu and school and prioritizing SuJu more that I have regrets… Also I spent LOADS of money on them and although that part won’t change seeing as that is the only way I can continue supporting them but…
This is starting to not make sense anymore haha not like anyone’s reading..
I’ll just miss spazzing, miss waiting for updates, reading them, stalking Tumblr and Twitter. I’ll miss EVERYTHING.
Things are gonna have to change from now on… And SuJu will no longer be in PRIORITIZED list but they’ll still be important to me.
I guess I’m just affected by my jealousy of those people who can afford to take the risk of prioritizing Super Junior… But not everyone is the same though.
In the end I’ve already made up my mind and it’s not so much of a hard job adjusting to my decision as I have already started before I even made up my mind. I can always just use the extra free time studying…
School will be my life for the next four years or so…
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No more sense post :))
